January 2010
I have the darnest hiccupsss . & they won’t go away ! It’s majorly annoying .
& who the heck uses darnest ? LMAO . I just did .
13783.) i hate how fucking unaffected you seem.
theseunsentletters:
»blogsecret
Happy new years everyoneeee!
I'm feelin like I wanna get wastedd .
December 2009
“Don’t worry babe, you will see me again. You’ll see me with a guy who treats me...”
– (via poeticheartache)
“Color me blue; im lost in you. Dont know why im still waiting. Many moons have...”
I hate you! Stupid heffer.
Double u tee eff ! Is it just me, or is Tumblr a little on the slow side right now ?
I’m mad as hell . I’ve cried so much I don’t know what to do with myself anymore . I’m trying to act like i’m okay . I’m doing things on my own . I’m hating you one second, then it transitions to me missing you . What the f* . I just want to be happy ! I just want 2009 to be over with . I just want you out of my life . I just things to be like it use...
I dont start missing you until I feel like I need someone to talk to . I mean, I miss you every now & then . & yeah I miss your touch & your voice sometimes when I need comforting . But I can easily forget the way your touch felt & the way your voice sounded . Besides that, with you, I told all my secrets to . You knew everything I knew & I hid of nothing . So now, I...
13916.) I hope you finally see the strength that I...
(via blogsecret)
“We know we’ve had better days . & It’s time we went our separate...”
saltwaterroom:
uhhhmanda:
textsfromlastnight:
(718): we need to drink 2009 down the drain
The Buried Life .
So I’ve seen this commercial come on on MTV . I think it’s pretty cool . Lol . We take so much for granted, & we always put things to the side, saying we’ll get to it later, but we never know what’s going to happen . Sooooo . Therefor, I’m gonna make my own list . & it’s nothing BIG . Just a list of things that I can accomplish, & be happy with . (:
...
“It’s amazing the things you realize when you lose someone. You get mad at...”
– (via poeticheartache)
“Goodbye my almost lover. Goodbye my hopeless dream. Im trying not to think about...”
“Be the one i need. Be the one i trust most. Dont stop inspiring me.”
“We’ve been through so much together. And despite how confused I’ve been or lost...”
– One Tree Hill (via runawaytrain)
“Im okay. I dont need you to define me.”
Resolution
- I’m gonna take an oath & promise myself to let you go . No matter how much it will hurt, I will do it . - This first semester of Junior year was a fail . I so did not try my best . & I guess failing Algebra 2 was my consequence. :/ BUT . I will try & work my hardest second semester . No grades below 80 . (: - I’m getting older now . & I need to learn how it feels like...
13844.) I don't wish for you at 11:11 like I tell...
blogsecret:
I don’t wish to be in your arms or to be closer to you, even though I want that more than anything in the world. I wish for your life to be better, and for you to just be happy. You matter to me more than I matter to myself. You being happy with your life would make me happy. And if you were happy and with me, that would just make everything infinately better. I know I annoy you when...
I dont even know why i still dream about you. Im just trying to forget about you. & i cant even do that without you appearing in my dreams .
So im sitting here in bed, listening to my ipod. I got it on shuffle, & all thats coming on is my beloved depressing songs. Youre so not helping .
Im gonna post up my new year resolutions whenever i have them down. Im gonna try hard to keep them also. So we’ll see if i can do it. (:
I know this isnt what i wanted. I never thought itd come this far. Thinking back to where we started & how we lost all that we are. We were young & times were easy . But I can see it’s not the same . I’m standing here but you don’t see me . I’d give anything for that to change . I don’t wanna lose him . Don’t wanna let him go . Standing out in the rain,...
“Its a bitter sweet victory”
Ib xyoo dhau los. Kuv tau ntsib nws ntawm no. Koj nyob li cas, kuv mi npooj sia? Thov xa xov tuaj. Koj puas nco kuv lawm nas?
“Koj tau hais rau kuv tias yog muaj ib hnub yog muaj txoj hmoo, tias wb yuav tau...”
One more night. One more day. One more smile on your face. But they cant take yesterday.
“You use to always say i should be thankful for everyday. Heaven knows what the...”
havealittlefaithinme:
worldofpossibility:
“Honey, if he isn’t sticking it out through the small, simple things - like calling you, holding your hand or kissing you - where is he going to be during the big things? Cut your losses. You deserve those things and more.”
Amen.
Deep in my heart, there’s still a piece of me that loves you . Blah blah blah . Boo you whore, whatever .
I hate you now .
- You showed me how much of a low life jerk you are, & now I know that I can do so much better than you . - You taught me to not depend on anyone but myself, cause someone like you will most def not satisfy my needs . Thanks . I needed that . - Even though I fell...
I’m hmong . & I love it . & sometimes, I can be a really big fob . (:
Song lyrics from hmong songs, ha . :P
“Koj puas paub tias kuv tsis tau koj. Yam li tus pos uas lub quj qawv. Pes tsawg cuam xyoo los tseem chob rawv. Lam ua lub neej tsis rawv kev ntshaw. Tseem nco koj kawg os tus kuv hlub. Sib hlub ib zuag los tsis sib tau. Zaum no luas luas nyias yuav mus nyias. Hnub twg...
13834.) I don't miss him. I just miss the way he...
(via blogsecret)
We weren't meant for forever, but I just thought...
ka-thea-han:
(via runawaytrain)
I can't breathe without you, but I have to.
boycott-love:
And we know it’s never simple, Never easy. Never a clean break, noone here to save me. You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand, And I can’t, Breathe, Without you, But I have to, Breathe, Without you, But I have to.
jayalzacee:
Even when your bruised, may your soul stay unbroken.
If you're going to fall, you better fall hard....
(via runawaytrain)
peaceofmymind:
Do not tell me I have a bad attitude. Do not tell me that I don’t care. You can tell me that I suck; that I have absolutely no talent whatsoever. All I’ve done for the last year, more specifically the last six months, is try my hardest to show you that I care. To prove to you that I might not have the physical strength or the speed or the talent, but I have the determination and...
“Im missing you right about now.”
– I notice i tumblr too much. Boo. :/ Cant help myself, its starting to become addicting. Unfollow
“The sun will rise + set. & time wont stop ticking. Life goes on. & so...”
All i really know is that i still wish i had a chance to hear your voice to help me sleep at night. ♥
Me: He's talking to another 'Lee' girl now .
Heidi: Really ?
Me: Yeah .
Heidi: Then what does that show you ?
Me: That he doesn't care .
Heidi: Exactly .
Me: ...
